i defend those who work their asses off while the rest sleep and do whatever they want. i’ll voice out for them, for they do not have the confidence to stand up for themselves. i’ll get outcasted for it thats for sure, but we’re suppose to be unified. we’re suppose to be so amazing that ppl envy us. but no. there’s absolutely nothing to be proud of.
i couldnt take it anymore. for me, i dont mind doing a lot of work.. i’ll cover for people, i’ll help them, i do everything i can to help out. but i dont go asking for anything in return. we’re suppose to be a team, even though im outcasted for being different, i wont do otherwise. they wont ever understand me. i wont change just to fit how fucked up they are. took action, i voiced out today, things have to change. the lazy ppl misunderstood what was going on, thought i was trying to get them into trouble. no, i put it out there. something that’s been on a lot of people’s mind except for them. i spoke up, i didnt think the people i defended would just say “hey, i got nothing to do with this, its all him”. i understand they’re scared. regardless, i pressed on. but no, those lazy ass kids cant understand anything except that their so called “great life” is being shredded. so it lead to violence. they all attacked me today, and while i wasn’t up in the bunk area, they put cigarette ashes on my bed (they all smoke), kicked my locker, threw away some of my clothes. awesome. i love how kids take revenge.
i realized how alone i am.